with my mom and dad about driving.
She’s scared about me merging on the highway, but to be honest I’ve done it more times than I can count. It’s not like this is my first time on the road, you know.
But I understand that I’m her child. I’m close to graduating, I’m closer to leaving this house with every day passing by, even if I’ll be only half-an hour away. I’ll still visit her on the weekends and I’ll still be here.
At least, I hope.
I don’t want her to worry, but a mother’s worries are something I can’t take away.
The reason I wanted to take the car was so that I could pick up Kiana and she could help me guide our way there, and if we were to get lost I mean, I’d have a GPS handy. I honestly don’t want to bring my phone either, because I’m a goody-two-shoes about the rules. If I could drive I can leave my phone in the car, and when I leave I can call my mom and dad and say I’m leaving the area and I’ll be on my way home.
They don’t trust me, and it’s okay because I wouldn’t trust myself either.
But at least let me make mistakes of getting lost, driving on the worries you have, because your little girl will do so anyway, whether you know it or not.
I want to get this off my chest, because then maybe after this I won’t feel like deleting everything that I’ve spilled out for the public to see.
I’ve said this before, but I’ll remind some of you, and some of you will soon know that I created a tumblr account because a friend of mine said, “If you make one, I’ll make one too.”
and although it wasn’t the outcome I would’ve liked, it’s really refreshing.
I’ve done as much as I could to make things work, and I feel that the way I’ve been doing things is much easier on me; he doesn’t seem to care at all as long as I’m happy with it (which I could just not stand), so I’m going with that. I can’t stand him at school, but I don’t mind chatting with him once in a while outside of school. That’s what we (technically I lol) agreed upon.
I’m upset with him, still. There’s a certain attribute about him that I cannot tolerate, and I think that goes with everyone in general.
But he does what he does, and I am definitely not going to do anything about it; it’s his life, he can do what he wants (I just don’t like it at all, but whatever).
I am moving on!
Today is the Relay For Life at Salem High; from 12PM to 9 PM it will be open for everyone to join, so if you want to participate, just bring $10 dollars, and you’re set! There’s not a lot of Tallwood participants, buuut that’s alright! The guys are going to Yorktown so I can’t invite them, and I think no one wants to pay money, so… guh.
I haven’t eaten yet, but I can’t eat too early because then I’ll become hungry faster, so.. ;^; hm
HMM I need to bring essentials because I don’t know how this is going to work or turn out or anything!!
Hopefully it’ll be a fun and exciting day!
Also, I said something really serious. Although it might not sound like it’s a big deal, well, it’s a big deal to me so :c
