Build me up bridges, build me the moon.

D3

Wonderful day today!

I had an amazing first block today. I’m not sure if it was because I got to get up with Sebastian and act out with the play or Mr. Smith just being a cool guy, buuuut regardless I had fun! AP Chem wasn’t that bad either, but I need to up my game, yanaimean

NO MORE PROBSTAT FOR ME OHOOOO lol and my Design exam was easy ☻3☻

Afterwards I went with Christian to Michael’s for a bit, then we visited VJ and congratulated him on passing his pharmacy tech exam~

The only thing I didn’t like about today was the fact that my sweater smelled just like him :’( and I realllly love that specific smell. All I kept doing was smelling my sweater and I was just like ‘omg you guys my sweater smells so goooood’ I have never even worn that sweater around him or at his house or anything and out of nowhere it just smells like you and I start missing you and I just wish I could talk to you but I’m not ready yet and if I even tried to talk to you I would be back to square one and that’s just a no-no.

lol ok that’s all I really have to say for now~

I miss you, I really do. I wish I could have been the friend that you needed, but instead I was selfish and a fool, especially to love you in such a way that you will never feel for me. I want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. I feel as if you’re better off without me and I know you are, because before me you had everything. And I came out of nowhere and now things are just all out of place. You don’t deserve that. You don’t deserve someone like me in your life; you deserve someone better.

So I’ll try my best to be that better person that you truly deserve, because you are definitely worth it.

I love you; more than a friend, but not as a lover.